I just found a pea in my soup

I fell asleep around my normal time for a work-night but woke back up at 2 or 3 something in the morning. I was wide awake and Shawn was watching Juno. I actually liked it for the most part, sometimes I found Juno pretty annoying (when she’d talk about music, mostly) but Shawn raved about the soundtrack. I liked it a lot as well, it had songs on it that Shawn introduced me to (by Kimya Dawson & Cat Power). It makes me laugh because about a week or so ago, someone I stopped talking to a year ago started talking to me again. He told me he’d just watched Juno and that it was a good movie, but he couldn’t stand the soundtrack. Discovering that we really liked it made me laugh and realize why he and I never really got along too well, along with a million other things.

I didn’t make it back asleep until 6am. Maybe this is the “not being able to sleep well” part of my nicotine withdrawal but nothing irritates me more than not being able to sleep. Specially on a Sunday night considering I usually work 12 hours on Mondays. Of course once I finally made it to sleep I start having crazy fucked up dreams/nightmares. In one of them I lost my purse in the grocery store–the second time I’ve dreamt this scenario lately, and Les was there both times. I Hate The Juno Soundtrack Guy made an appearance in more dreaming and he was pressuring me to have a cigarette. Which now that I think about it really reminds me of how things were between us before we lost contact. I ended up having one. But I’m actually coming up on a week of being smoke free tomorrow! *dances* According to the internet I’ll be in the clear physically in just one more!

Dreams