I’ve lightly touched on the fact that I’ve been seeing someone and now that it’s over and done with I’ll go ahead and elaborate. I told you this shit would not work out.

I met Noah through Amanda’s girlfriend, they seemed to be really good friends and we hit it off immediately. It started out like any normal “thing” does, we were trying to take it slowly. We’d go out once a week, sometimes twice but it got really old really quick. I’m not usually one to want to rush into things, but if it just happens that way and it feels right then I won’t stop it.

It wasn’t that way with Noah. Nothing progressed and I started getting bored a few weeks ago. According to him he really liked me. He told everyone how nuts he was about me, referred to me as his girlfriend on multiple occasions, had me meet his sister, asked me to come to his parent’s house on Christmas, invited me to his company Christmas party, and even agreed to come to mine. Too slow or not, I actually really liked him because he seemed like a nice guy, nicer than anyone who’s shown me interest in the past.

Wrong. Last night I had finally had it with him acting so disconnected and asked what his deal was. I told him I didn’t want anything physical if there wasn’t anything behind it. Cue him getting really quiet and acting like he was really thinking something over in his head. I asked if he wanted to talk about it and he said he didn’t really know what he’d say… so I got up and laid down on the couch. He just left.

At this point I am like “what. just. happened?” So I send him a text message that says, “So that’s it?” and after getting no response I am even more upset and I call him and ask if he wants to come back and talk about it. He proceeds to tell me that he’s just “going through the motions, thought his feelings would change, but they haven’t and he doesn’t want to lead me on anymore.” Thanks, you asshole. Thanks a lot.

The most irritating thing is that he was always the one going out of his way to see me, I didn’t show him anymore attention than the next person. That’s just such a shitty thing to do to someone, I even told him a few weeks ago if he wasn’t feeling it to just say so. I didn’t want my precious, precious time to be wasted. I am not hurt or upset, just pissed that he could be so shitty. And I feel like a big dope.

Filed in Daily, Feeling, Life, Love, Paul on Thursday, December 13, 2007 ·