Thank god it’s almost friday
I broke up with Paul recently, and today he has moved out.. uh, involuntarily I guess? His stuff is sitting outside. I don’t think I’ll be going into detail because it’s not something I even feel like thinking about. Much less convert those feelings into words, which you can all see I struggle with. It’s hard on my brain.
I’m not sure what this means for my blog. It could mean I may post only here and there, or I may overpost… I just don’t really know how I’ll be feeling.
In my newly acquired spare time I will probably be working on my new aquarium (it’s still a bit foggy and it’s chapping my ass) and hopefully more website stuff. Hell, maybe I’ll even decide to get out of the house every now and then to, you know, go have fun. We will see though I’m not sure how long it’ll take me to feel.. normal (?) again. This has technically been drug out for a couple of weeks, and while even though I was expecting him to move out as soon as tomorrow, it still kind of burns.

August 24th, 2007 at 3:39 pm
Would you like for me to make you “feel better” cupcakes? = ) I will. We
August 24th, 2007 at 5:13 pm
On another note, I hope we can spend some (more) time together too! Another drunken bar night out? I think so.
You should try to get back into things you used to enjoy like sewing, building your aquariums and taking pictures.
It’s going to be difficult (but only for some time) to get used to living w/o the comfort of someone else, but after all you have gone through, you can do it!
August 25th, 2007 at 5:13 am
hopefully it means you will be blogging more.
August 25th, 2007 at 2:03 pm
I hope it means more blogging as well. I agree with th commenter up a few^ Dive into enjoyable hobbies & such.. you won’t regret it hon!
I’ve missed your posts, btw!
August 26th, 2007 at 10:25 pm
I’m sorry about the break up. They suck. At least you are strong enough to go through one, unlike myself and some friends.
I agree too… hopefully you will be blogging more.
August 26th, 2007 at 11:34 pm
Oh gosh, break ups are always hard. Hope you feel better soon though
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