Sooo, I’m using an intel mac at work and as some of you may or may not know CS2 runs like complete booty on the Intel. It’s been rather irritating but I admit, I managed pretty well. BUT wait! Since hiring another designer at work they went ahead and got the upgraded creative suite for he and I to use, and I am EXCITED. I just finished installing it on my computer, I haven’t really played around with it yet because I haven’t felt like it but I am excited none-the-less!

I’ve had a pretty shitty morning so far. I woke up to a situation that just really, really pissed me off. In the end I don’t guess it was really all that big of a deal, but I’m tired of certain people acting like they can do whatever the fuck they want, regardless of how it affects me. I know I over react and I know I can be a bitch, it is in my blood. That’s what bothers me so much, my grandmother was the worst human being and I fear that I may turn into her one of these days, simply because I keep getting pushed closer and closer to insanity. Oh well, he will feel the wrath… if my grandmother suddenly takes the stage in our relationship it’s his own damn fault. I can only handle so much.

My birthday is tomorrow and while I am excited, I’m not all that excited. I’m turning 21 which means yay I can buy alcohol and go out drinking, but it’s nothing I haven’t done before. I’ll just be another year older, and another year closer to being dead. Pretty shitty way to be thinking so early, but I think I’m just in a bad mood. I may be singing a different tune tomorrow, you never know.

I’m already tired of this layout but I feel attached because it’s got my little Lola Bean on it. Awe, Lola Bean… I miss you!

Filed in Design, Rant, Site, Thinking on Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ·