Everyday we are faced with decisions, some big and important… some small and insignificant. I know that I make a lot of choices that most people won’t agree with and I am fine with that. I will continue to take the path I feel comfortable going down. Comfort is something that I’ve been trying to accomplish for a long time in my life and I am not far from it.
I have always and will always be someone who gives. Always, I pride myself in this. I pride myself in knowing that people who don’t even like me (probably even hate) can say that I’m just too nice. It makes me feel good, helping people out. Just last night I was feeling bad for giving a hobo twenty dollars. I went out of my way to go to an ATM and get cash to give to this man. Even before he looked at the bill, without a tooth in his head he just grinned so happily because hey dude, I just got free money. It makes me feel warm inside to make other people feel warm inside, even if it’s only twenty bucks worth of warm, it’s warm.
What I’m getting at is that we are all faced with decisions that we have to make and sometimes these decisions can have a huge impact on your life, and often the lives of other people. I just want to make this world a better place, even if it’s by doing something as small as trying to be a good person. I want to help, I want to know that someone’s happiness could be the result of something I have done.
I’m very aware that lines should be drawn and not crossed, but because this is my life I will draw those lines and control what happens when they get crossed. The line is really close, I admit I hate to say that but I’m reaching my wits end when it comes to certain things, but I will still not give up until I am ready to.
I love to love, I love to give and I love to live. It’s a pod race, I love life!
added note: I am not saying that I do not appreciate hearing input from the people I love regarding the things I do or intend to do. I am simply trying to explain the way I am and that I like being this way.
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